Where do I start? How do I start?

Hummm!

Where do I start? How do I start? It has been two weeks since I have returned from my trip.  My thoughts, my spirit are overwhelmed with experiences that sometimes makes me cry because of the magnitude of it all.  I did not expect these experiences, I did not look for them.  They came to me. I am just a simple person with simple thoughts about life and embrace what surrounds me.  My mom sometimes tells me that I am kind of innocent in many ways.  As some of you know, I love to laugh,  which is why I am kind of free-spirited.  I enjoy having nice conversations with individuals I can connect with.  People with open hearts, open souls.  Because this is who I am…

I started this year with an open slate.  No more performances, no children events, programs, etc.   It’s hard to believe that I no longer am involved. But its a good thing because now I am able to  move forward and finalize some issues in my life.  I need to move forward and reorganize my life, my path, my passion and my inner love.  To start over, with a new look at what is ahead of me and share that as well.

A couple of days ago I attended a Cultural Bazaar and purchased a pair of earrings from Uganda.   The earrings came with a short story which I wish to share:

It is said you should design your life like water.

Water flows downhill never against resistance.

Water adapts to its surrounding, meandering along the way.

Therefore if you allow life to flow freely.

                                                    It will do a dance with you and that dance will be beautiful!

It touched my heart to know that the pair of earrings I purchased meant this.  It is true.   My life is flowing like the waters.  But one thing for sure, I am looking forward to that dance, for that dance will be beautiful.  Beautiful indeed.  As a believer, I know He is with me as I flow.  He shows me.  He directs me and teaches me.

As my life flows, my mom and I went on vacation together to New Mexico.  There I have met extraordinary individuals that have touched my heart and soul in many humbling ways.  My mom also learned many things about me.  My inner thoughts and passion.  I will write about them in upcoming blogs.  But for now I leave you here as I flow along…with these thoughts…

We see with our eyes. We know with our hearts. Outside…Inside.

~~Cantus Fraggle